I had moved my wedding ring from my ring finger to my thumb on my left hand about a week ago.
My mood had been steadily getting worse culminating in yesterday’s “I’m Not Suicidal” post.
This morning I put the ring back on my ring finger.
I don’t know if it’s the result of finally getting it out there, writing out all my feelings and releasing them to the interwebz, or if it was the result of moving the wedding ring back, but this morning I’m feeling better and more positive in my life.
Or maybe it’s just part of the rollercoaster my life is now.
But today – I woke up feeling ok. I woke up feeling as though I have some drive and purpose again.
I’m still learning how to dance…
Walking the Widow's Path 
Sweetie, I suspect it is something to do with putting your ring back on your wedding finger. We can’t force our body to do something, our spirit isn’t ready to. You aren’t ready to move completely forward and you know something…. that’s completely ok :).
I quit wearing my ring not soon after he passed. It bothered my family but the questions and reminders for me seemed worse. Navigating this road is like looking at a blank map. Hugs!