“How’s the new prescription working?”
“I’m crying more often.”
“Good. It means you’re in touch with your emotions and not disassociating as much. Let’s increase the dose and see if it works better.”
Yeah. Because I want to cry more.
I get it. I need to feel the feelings. Feeling them more often is good. Being in touch with them is good.
I just don’t like crying. I don’t look good when I cry.
So this feeling thing. Happens a LOT. And I really don’t like it.
Apparently it’s good for me.