To remind me how alone I am.
My kid moved out. My daughter & her boyfriend moved out.
I have furniture that needs to be moved. I can’t move it on my own.
I need a new couch. I’ve been offered a free one, or may buy one, but I can’t get it in my house myself.
Suddenly all the stuff I wouldn’t think twice about doing is now an issue – no one is here to help me.
I hate this. I hate that he’s not here. I hate that I am so dependent on other people now.