I was so so deep in grief… I don’t know how I managed to survive that first 6 months.
I was angry.
I was at peace.
I was all over the place.
Now… I’m just here… low level depression and sadness punctuated with deep grief and intense joy.
Not nearly as all over the place as I was, and much more relaxed about life.
I still miss you Mark. Almost 18 months since you’ve been gone.