Being a widow sucks.
Having someone you love die on you sucks.
Being triggered by a freaking movie you’ve ALREADY FUCKING SEEN and you KNOW WTF HAPPENS sucks more.
I’m supposed to be ENJOYING this movie and instead I’m in a major panick attack and being hit by a massive grief wave over something that happens in it.
I’m almost freaking crying.
Over an action movie.
Being a widow fucking sucks.