I can’t write, I can’t vocalize or verbalize what happened or how it affected me.
How do I explain how I feel SO very different, but at the same time so much the same?
So much has changed inside, but everything is exactly as it was.
I was gone for 4 days. It felt like a lifetime. I felt like the entire world should have changed along with me. And yet, it was only 4 days. Nothing on the outside changed. Nothing else was so radically different. Just me.
Just 4 days.
Nothing is the same. Nothing is different.
My world has tilted on it’s axis.
And yet… everything is the same…. it’s just me…